a moment of sadness. a moment of weakness. i say it's my body. i say it's my emotions. i blame my endocrine system.
do i dare say it is love?
it was a sweet dream. the thoughts of u never left me. the scents are still clear in my mind. however hard i try, i fail to erase the thoughts of you. no matter how time has passed, the pain is there.
pain.
it doesn't hurt anymore, reduced immensely.
i can now see it as a beautiful memory which will never leave me.
the pieces of you i keep, i will retain forever.
the pieces of me which i have lost, i wish to not gain back.
to grow with this love inside of me is a difficult task, however, this is the path i choose.
the flowers on the way side seem to be blooming again, i have learnt to smile and hide the sadness.
someday, maybe.
for now, i'll be. just be.
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
just like a tattoo
what are we without scars?
scar tissue. it's ugly. it's horrific. it's a piece that reminds us of the past.
how u choose to live with it, is entirely yours. some people cherish it. some try to remove it. some can't look at it. some try to cover it up. the unseen scars u have in your mind and soul may burden your very being, however, think about it. what are we without our scars?
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Have yourself a merry little moment.....
Hello world,
are you ready to enter into the deep and twisted tunnels of your thoughts. Let me introduce you with the new blog in the block " gimme a moment " an interactive blog where you and I can share anything under the sun.You may find darkness in our stories, but once in a while you may also find the sparks of lights. You may think that we suffer from split personality disorders. But then again who doesn't ? Look at yourself, try to define who you are? You undestand, what am I saying? Which one of these are you, the person who is sad because he wants happiness or the person who is happy and still finds himself gloomy one evening.
May be you are a classy dame, living in a white Pickett fenced house with a big garden. Still once in a while when you are cooking heavenly stew in your kitchen, you feel like you want to spend rest of your life travelling.
May be you are not one of them. Go down further explore some more. Answer me this. Are you a confused soul? Do you feel lost every once in a while? Do you wake up in the morning and think that you are too good to be born on earth ? Do you get heart attack when you realize that the chick dress you purchased a month back is now on sale at 70% reduced price. Do you feel uncomfortable when you realize that you left your lipgloss in the car? Have you ever been the victim of pent up emotions? Do you love someone and don't get back the same in return? Do you love someone and get it back but then you realize that perfection smothers you? Do you get agitated when you hear that millions of people died in Tsunami? Do you feel like running away? In short Do you question your existence?
Well if you can relate your self to any of this or if you belong to some other universe and galaxy we welcome you to join us in this journey. This blog is about moments, spontaneity, kinetics and thoughts. At this juncture I am not able to tell you what we are going to share. Why? Because I don't know. But I can assure, things will be unpredictable,crazy ,funny. Things can be dark or evil or tabooas well, but I am certain it will linger with you for a moment.
What do we get, when we cross a cow and a cow? 2 cows. Simple! But the scientist will say hey, wait a minute, what happened to good old Mendel's law. So now, you can't just cross a Cow and a Cow, it has to come with shape, colour, patch, skin coat, texture etc. Or the blond next door will say " Babe! we don't want two cows to be cross at each other, world is still not ready for armageddon". Does it occur to you that you do it all time, you are a classical story maker. I bet a scientist will never get what blond thinks of above situation and the blond will never understand why scientist has to make things so complicated. And then based of what they did not understand, they will judge, put tags. Scientist will become emotionless geeks and blond will be brainless beauty.
Do you judge?
How many times did you put these tags to people: nerd, selfish, smartass, bitch, pervert or slut. I bet they would have done the same to you. Oh and the tags are not limited to what I mentioned above, I am sure someone can make a Webster out of it.
But while you go through all this every day, day after day, do you realize how overworked your brain is? You need to stop and give your self a moment. You deserve a break. You deserve a moment..a fresh non judged pure moment.
Lets put your overworked brain to rest for a day and then as the new day starts, lets indulge you in this fun exercise. You will be counting how many times during the day you judged someone. If you want to have some entertainment out of your scam, leave your count in the comment box. Dont worry, you are not the only judge.I am sure we are going to collect some interesting data here.You can even mention what made you judge and why ?
Be ready for virtual gift at the end of the game. All rite then time for me to say ta-ta ...
See you with something new.
~Vani
May be you are a classy dame, living in a white Pickett fenced house with a big garden. Still once in a while when you are cooking heavenly stew in your kitchen, you feel like you want to spend rest of your life travelling.
May be you are not one of them. Go down further explore some more. Answer me this. Are you a confused soul? Do you feel lost every once in a while? Do you wake up in the morning and think that you are too good to be born on earth ? Do you get heart attack when you realize that the chick dress you purchased a month back is now on sale at 70% reduced price. Do you feel uncomfortable when you realize that you left your lipgloss in the car? Have you ever been the victim of pent up emotions? Do you love someone and don't get back the same in return? Do you love someone and get it back but then you realize that perfection smothers you? Do you get agitated when you hear that millions of people died in Tsunami? Do you feel like running away? In short Do you question your existence?
Well if you can relate your self to any of this or if you belong to some other universe and galaxy we welcome you to join us in this journey. This blog is about moments, spontaneity, kinetics and thoughts. At this juncture I am not able to tell you what we are going to share. Why? Because I don't know. But I can assure, things will be unpredictable,crazy ,funny. Things can be dark or evil or tabooas well, but I am certain it will linger with you for a moment.
What do we get, when we cross a cow and a cow? 2 cows. Simple! But the scientist will say hey, wait a minute, what happened to good old Mendel's law. So now, you can't just cross a Cow and a Cow, it has to come with shape, colour, patch, skin coat, texture etc. Or the blond next door will say " Babe! we don't want two cows to be cross at each other, world is still not ready for armageddon". Does it occur to you that you do it all time, you are a classical story maker. I bet a scientist will never get what blond thinks of above situation and the blond will never understand why scientist has to make things so complicated. And then based of what they did not understand, they will judge, put tags. Scientist will become emotionless geeks and blond will be brainless beauty.
Do you judge?
How many times did you put these tags to people: nerd, selfish, smartass, bitch, pervert or slut. I bet they would have done the same to you. Oh and the tags are not limited to what I mentioned above, I am sure someone can make a Webster out of it.
But while you go through all this every day, day after day, do you realize how overworked your brain is? You need to stop and give your self a moment. You deserve a break. You deserve a moment..a fresh non judged pure moment.
Lets put your overworked brain to rest for a day and then as the new day starts, lets indulge you in this fun exercise. You will be counting how many times during the day you judged someone. If you want to have some entertainment out of your scam, leave your count in the comment box. Dont worry, you are not the only judge.I am sure we are going to collect some interesting data here.You can even mention what made you judge and why ?
Be ready for virtual gift at the end of the game. All rite then time for me to say ta-ta ...
See you with something new.
~Vani
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