now

a moment of sadness. a moment of weakness. i say it's my body. i say it's my emotions. i blame my endocrine system.
do i dare say it is love?


it was a sweet dream. the thoughts of u never left me. the scents are still clear in my mind. however hard i try, i fail to erase the thoughts of you. no matter how time has passed, the pain is there.
pain.
it doesn't hurt anymore, reduced immensely.
i can now see it as a beautiful memory which will never leave me.


the pieces of you i keep, i will retain forever.
the pieces of me which i have lost, i wish to not gain back.
to grow with this love inside of me is a difficult task, however, this is the path i choose.
the flowers on the way side seem to be blooming again, i have learnt to smile and hide the sadness.
someday, maybe.
for now, i'll be. just be.